a lot of blood...

i saw a lot of blood dripping out!... oh no!... it really hurts. i can't believe that this happened to me. never in a million years have i thought that this would overwhelm me. the pain is excruciating and mind-numbing. for a second there, i thought i saw my life flashed before me. another second after that, the feeling sank in. there was nothing that i could do to take back what has come upon me. i was helpless, powerless... right now, all i can do is bear the burden. in time, i would be able to adapt and live with this certainty.

today, i almost got my big toenail chipped off!... there's still a lot of blood dripping... =(