ahem...ahem!

i don't know what happened or what i did to deserve this, but it hurts! i feel stifled and awful... i can't swallow normally. my throat hurts so much that i have to clear it every few seconds, even if i feel not doing it. i tried drinking a glass of water after another to cleanse my throat, but it doesn't do me any good. if i could only take my throat out, just so i'd feel an ounce of relief....*sigh! maybe, it's time to take some cough medicine, like my mom has been telling me. i don't want to...but what other choice do i have?

"wtf!?!?"

*sigh!... some people make me feel so bad by their mere presence. i don't get it!... it seems that i'm repulsed by them. i just want to punch them in the face...aaarrrggghhh! when they make an annoying remark about something, the first thing i do is that i subtly roll my eyes and then i quietly tell myself "what the f***!? huh?". perhaps, they're trying to be witty or funny... *shrug*... i'm not at all amused!... why do i feel this way???

redundant

read between the lines... you'll see more than what's being said. it's so obvious but subtle at the same time.

We're living in repetition.

Content in the same old shtick again.

Now the routine's turning to contention,

Like a production line going over and over and over, rollercoaster.

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice.

I'm speechless and redundant.

'Cause I love you's not enough.

I'm lost for words.

Choreographed and lack of passion.

Prototypes of what we were.

Went full circle 'til I'm nauseous.

Taken for granted.

Now I'm wasted, fainted, hated,

Now i hate it.

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice.

I'm speechless and redundant,

'Cause I love you's not enough.

I'm lost for words...

("Redundant", A song by Green Day)