i suppose...

just thinking aloud, i suppose... i hope i get to "finally" take a rest from this earth. the constant feeling of "not being good enough" is just too overwhelming. at least, i had a good run, if it ever meant anything to anyone in my life. i am just exhausted with waiting to make a "difference" in someone else's life, let alone the whole world. i hope i will be done soon; the sooner, the better.