some thoughts...

sometimes, i feel like letting go with life... i can't explain myself with words to those who deserve an explanation... i really can't understand how i can be so stupid with decisions... i want everything in my life to come out perfectly but all i get are regrets and mistakes... i want to assert what i feel, even for a moment, but i am such a coward... i want to ask for help from others but when i'm about to do it, i feel that i'm only an inconvenience... i seldom get any slack...