can't figure out why

i really don't know what to do, let alone, i can't figure out "why" is this happening. i must be missing something. i need some "enlightenment", please.

anyhow, i just spent a week in Orlando, Florida. i must say Disneyworld IS the "happiest celebration on earth". 'hollywood tower hotel' and 'expedition everest' are the coolest new attractions at walt disneyworld. 'space mountain' and 'big thunder railroad train' are still favorites of mine; they bring back great childhood memories.

i'm enjoying my vacation but it seems that i'm getting more and more worried.

i need a hug *sigh*

feeling much better...

it's quite a relief that i'm feeling much better now... i'm trying to enjoy my vacation again. yesterday, i found a book on digital photography. i'm interested in making it a hobby of mine. the places i've seen have been amazing. i should get a new camera, when i have the means to buy one. :)

update on why this summer vacation sucks

i'm miles away from home. i have no friends to talk to. i feel so helpless. i'm crying right now (literally!)...i need someone to comfort me.

why am i feeling this way??... i can't tell the world, because i'm not supposed to tell.

*sigh*

i want to go home already!!!!!!

help me!!!!

this vacation...not so good

as it turns out, this vacation has been the worst, so far, in my life... i just wish that i can go back home sooner. i hate feeling like this.

*sigh*

update on my summer vacation

it's already april. it has been more than a week since graduation day last March 25th. yup, i'm currently on my summer vacation abroad in the States. right now, my family and i are staying at my cousin's place in Albany, New York. the ambience is very cozy, especially inside the house. however, the weather outside is really, really cold with a temperature in the 40's and 50's (fahrenheit)! before we arrived here, we spent a few days walking around and exploring the every block and corner of the streets of the Big Apple. honestly, it's the most walking i've done over several days. i'm used to driving my car at home. here in New York, i've become one of the commuting tourists. it's great exercise, especially now i'm eating so much food abroad, hehe.

next week is Holy Week; Disneyworld is where we'll spend these momentous Christian holidays. kinda not appropriate, right? it's going to be 7 (or 8) fun-filled days under the Florida sun!

i still can't recover from jet lag, though! :(