finally, my life is directing itself to a new direction. after months of extended "vacation", i'm starting to move forward.
honestly, i have gotten used to waking up in the mid-morning, having brunch, watching all the tv series and movies on the pc, eating whatever's in the fridge/pantry, reading, doing chores, etc; and at the end of the day, i'd be sleeping while everybody else in the family is waking up to leave the house. i guess, i was living the "good life", having all the time in the world to do anything that would keep me occupied during the day. well, such good life had its downsides. for one, sometimes i felt that i was being left behind by friends and acquaintances from school who've been employed months ago. at times, i also found myself staring blankly and feeling excruciatingly bored out of my senses. as i have mentioned in an earlier entry, i've been "craving" to be stressed about something, just so i can feel that there's a struggle that i have to conquer and eventually have a sense of accomplishment.
in a few weeks, hopefully, i can start anew with the next chapter after college. i'm looking forward to doing something really worthwhile and earning some cash on the side, hehe. perhaps, i would be living a "much better life" then.
