my final college semestral break

it has begun. this is my final semestral break in college. after this period, it'll just be 3-4 months until graduation day comes. it is a bittersweet feeling.

the days seem to be passing faster than they should be. there are times wherein i feel that i've wasted the moments to do something worthwhile. there are times wherein i feel being left behind by everybody else. there are times wherein i feel sad and teary-eyed for no apparent reason at all; i'm just filled with gloom.

in a few weeks, my final semester in college will begin to end.

i don't care anymore!!!

i don't care anymore...

...that i'm always a disappointment to EVERYone!
...that i cause so much pain and inconvenience to EVERYone!
...that i completely disregard and undermine EVERYone's feelings!
...that i can never be what EVERYone is expecting of me!
...that i simply can't please EVERYone!
...that i waste EVERYone's precious time!
...that i put EVERYone in a messy situation!
...that i'm so selfish that EVERYone means nothing to me!